okay, this blog is dead. im sorry haha

school's been argh. i want it to end like right now.

andddd i made this :]



i can't find the "before" images but it's 2 images blended together

credit hereeee

Hi, school sucks.

anyway, i lost everyone's addresses because i got a new phone and all of them were saved in my old phone.
can you give it to me again?
i plan on sending out postcards this weekend :]

miss you all! ♥

School tomorrow and I can't sleep. I think I'll be sleeping in school. Just like old times :] LOL

I've been tolerating my stepdad since like the beginning?
Like ever since I met him.

He's a complete jackass.

99.999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the time, he pretends I don't exist.

whenever he wants to do something, he'll get my mother to leave the house with him even though me and my mother has already made plans.

He acts all i love you and stuff but it's all damn fake and everyone knows it.

I really can't wait til my mother divorces him like all her other exs :]

i hate him.

I'm tired.
we went to the phone store to get my phone fixed.
we went to staples to get some school stuff.
we went to sally's to get nail polish stuff.
we went to walmart to get more school stuff.

i don't need to go out while i still feel like puking every 2 minutes LOL.

oh yeah, i've been extremely sick for the past few days. I had to throw up like every few hours and i wasn't even eating :[

anyway, just a random update :]

bye

Okay so, I was online the other day and I saw one of my ex online too and I was like "HEY JOHNNNNNNNNNN!! :]" and the person on his account said it wasn't him, it was his girlfriend, Cindy.
Then I remembered Cindy was John's bestfriend from like last year. He told me she moved away or something but they were really close friends and nothing more and I believed him. Then like a month after we met, I started dating him.
A FEW DAYS AGO, I asked Cindy if she was his girlfriend from like last year and she said yeah. So I was like wth? Am I like a slut or something? Dating SOMEONE ELSE'S BOYFRIEND? So we started talking and she started saying how he was always happier to see me and stuff.
Then like a a few nights after that, I got an IM from John telling me I'm a slutty liar and he wished he never met me and I used him for money LOL
So I copied and pasted EVERYTHING he said that night and pasted it to Cindy.
So Cindy was like what the hell? You didn't say those stuff, I did, and I'm like I KNOW! So she got upset cause HE DID CHEAT ON HER and he's been using her like a tool.

Now we've both considered him forgotten :]

theend.